woke up early to attend a pilates class at the gym (yes - i am back!!) it was really hard, core working exercises, extreme numbing & pins n needles stretches. Jenny & Jeremy made it to the class aswell so afterwards we all ran on the treadmill for 40 minutes.
Jenny recommended i run with some hand weights to get an arm work out aswell, so i tried that out and it was pretty tiring, i held the weights for 5 minutes every 10-15 minutes of running, It was an awesome workout, it'll be my sunday morning work outs from now on (whenever i'm home and not sleeping at the hospital)
Spent the rest of the day at the hospital with Annie while my dad went home. Lately she's been really....... not her self & out of it. She lies in bed all day with her eyes closed, sometimes doesn't know whats going on or who's around. Its scary but the nurses assured us it was the chemo and all the meds she's taking.
My dad said Saturday & SUnday morning she had a seizure like fit, she was like tossing and turning like crazy and screaming, and the nurses had to help hold her down. And the other day she didnt even know who my dad was ... :(
And today... She was telling me to tell everyone that she loves them, cos she was dying... SHIT... I was so scared sooo scared so upset so speechless all i knew what to say was you'll be okay you're not dying you're just really sick all the drugs are making you drowsy and emotional this is all normal.
This is just too much for me i'm really scared for her she seems so out of it, sometimes she doesnt know where she is or why she's there..
This is her nurse Simone, she's vegetarian & married (i assume no kids yet). She is so sweet & caring, she works 5 days a week and know's Annie the best out of all the nurses that take care of Annie.
